Rocky Mountain High
By Velvet Belle Tree
I tried to get comfortable, but it was to
no avail. The seats in economy
class on Continental airlines were definitely not made for a woman of my height
– 6 feet 1 ½ inches.
I noticed women a full foot shorter than me squirming in their
seats. Luckily I had been able to
get an aisle seat or I donÕt know where I would have put my legs.
In fact, I was lucky to have found a
reasonably priced ticket from Newark Liberty Airport to Denver. And I had to go on vacation this week. The library was sponsoring a blood
drive and there was no possible excuse for a woman as young and fit looking as
me not to participate. If I hadnÕt
had vacation time coming up, I would have had to find another excuse to be out
of town. And IÕd already used the
Òdying grandmotherÓ excuse for that little Snoqualmie trip. Of course, today with melded families I
might be able to get away with more than two sets of grandparents.
I had read about Rocky Mountain National
Park and thought it would be a good place to go on vacation; not too exotic to
attract the attention of my fellow workers. Beautiful mountains, fresh air, wildlife É a definite
improvement over New Jersey.
The plane finally arrived in Denver and
eventually I spotted my suitcase on the carousel. I took the car rental agencyÕs van and went through the
process of renting a mid-size car.
I would have liked to save some money but the compacts were definitely
too small for me. The agent gave
me a map and directions and off I went.
I pulled out of the parking lot and
opened my windows. I quickly
closed them again. Fresh air? Guess IÕd have to get away from Denver
before sampling it.
The drive took about an hour and a half
and the scenery kept on getting better.
It took me a little while after I got to Estes Park to find my
motel. It was on the outskirts of
the town, not very close to anything interesting. But it suited my purpose. The rate was comparatively reasonable but most importantly,
it was a group of rustic looking cabins set in the woods with space between
them and an inviting looking stream running behind the property. My research on the Park showed that
although it was a family resort, many young single people came for the hiking,
so there was an excellent chance that I would meet at least one appropriate
man. And there were always the
college guys working at the motels and restaurants for the summer.
I checked in, dropped my suitcase in the
room and headed for the Park entrance. I bought a one-week pass and then went
to the visitorsÕ center. I picked
up pamphlets with park information and maps of the mountain trails. I paid attention to the temperature
which varied greatly between day and night. Of course the temperature had no effect on me, but I knew
that I had to dress as the other tourists did so as not to call undue attention
to myself.
I took the pamphlets outside and sat
under a tree studying them. They
all cautioned against being up on the mountain trails in the afternoon because
of the strong chance of a lightning storm. But that was exactly what I wanted to experience.
I knew I would have to go about it surreptitiously, for if anyone saw a
car near a trailhead in the afternoon, a search party would be organized.
I drove around a while and did some
walking to get my bearings. Then I
went back to the room, studied the maps some more and made my plans.
***
I put my gold jewelry in a safe place and
waited until it was quite dark before leaving my room. I entered the park by leaping over the
fence where no one would see me.
Then I made my way up the mountain I had selected and found a place to
hide when morning dawned.
I sat on my mountain perch and gazed at
the stars. Never have I seen such
a clear, star-filled sky from Earth.
In the suburb where I lived in New Jersey, I was lucky if I could see a
handful of stars. It saddened me
that even if VelorÕs sun was visible to the naked eye, it could not be seen
from this location. IÕd been away
from home a long time, and I felt a wave of homesickness wash over me. I missed my friends, and yes, I missed
our way of life. I was getting
tired of the Earthlings view of sex.
Even though the attitude rowards sex in the Western world had loosened greatly in
the last forty years and sexual references were everywhere in the popular
media, their attitude was still far from the open enjoyment we had on Velor and
some people wanted to go back to the repressed attitudes of fifty years
ago. And the things I read about
that happened in some parts of the non-Western world horrified me: young girls
being kidnapped and forced into marriage; victims of rape being blamed and even
killed by their own families and women in general being treated like property.
I shook off the mood and tried to think
of pleasant things. I remembered
the wonderful farewell party my friends had given me. All the guys, and some of the girls, wanted to give me an
orgasm to remember them by – I came just thinking about it.
The sky gradually grew brighter and I
retreated into a small cave before the early morning hikers could see me and
waited until the promised afternoon storm.
***
I had taken off my clothes when I entered
the cave, since IÕm always more comfortable naked. There wasnÕt much room so I sat with my knees drawn up. I sensed the storm clouds rolling in before
I could actually see them. When I
heard the distant thunder, I knew there would be no one around, so I stepped
outside onto the ledge. The sky
had turned dark. I could smell the ozone and I started to get excited with
anticipation.
Then the thunder got louder. I could see distant lightning and feel
the electricity in the air. I
stood with my legs apart, arms raised and head thrown back, waiting for the
storm to get close, hoping for a nearby strike. My nipples grew hard.
Then I really felt it. An
electric tingling started at my ankles, working its way up the inside of my
legs and meeting at my clit. I
screamed in delight.
And now the storm was at me. Lightning struck all around me making
my hair stand on end. Each jolt of
lightning was more thrilling than the last and I came and came, my howls of
ecstasy competing with those of the wind.
And then it was over, with nothing to
show for it but the rain drenched countryside and an old tree that had been
struck by a lightning bolt and had been torn asunder. Soon the sun came back out and dried me off. I went back into the cave to wait for
dark when I could walk back down the mountain and return, unseen, to my
cabin. I pitied the poor frails
who could never even imagine what I had just experienced.
***
I spent the day driving around the park,
walking on some trails, viewing the wildlife and just enjoying the
mountains. We had no mountains
like these on Velor, the high gravity making them impossible. I never tired of admiring their rugged
snow capped peaks.
Around dusk, I joined a Ranger-led
caravan of cars to have an evening cookout on the Tundra. There was a small area at 12,000 feet
where we were allowed to walk; they tried to keep the damage to the Tundra as low
as possible. I had paid attention
to the notice giving the temperature at high altitude and wore warm clothes as
Earthlings would.
When we got out of our cars, we were
warned to walk slowly because of the thinness of the air. Of course, it made no difference to me,
but I imitated the tourists.
The Rangers showed us the incredible
variety of wildflowers growing on the Tundra and told us of the wildlife living
there. We even saw a Ptarmigan in
its dull brown summer plumage.
Then the Rangers built a campfire and cooked hamburgers. While we were enjoying our meal, some
clouds drifted in. But to our
astonishment, they were below us, not above us. Everyone seemed to be in awe of this.
I saw one young man standing alone and I
went over to him. He seemed to be
in his early twenties. He was
around my height with short blonde hair.
I used my tachyon vision and saw that he had a good physique, although
it was hard for humans to tell with the bulky jacket that he wore. My loose jacket also hid my figure from
those around me.
He turned to me and smiled. ÒMagnificent, isnÕt it? To be up here,
on top of the world, looking down on the clouds. I almost didnÕt make the trip, but now IÕm really glad that
I did.Ó
I agreed with him. He had spoken in
perfect English, but with a precision that showed that English was not his
native language. ÒIÕm Marian
Adams. Where are you from?Ó
ÒHi, IÕm Bjorn Lindquist. IÕm a student in Sweden.Ó
Just then, we heard the Rangers announce
that it was time to leave. Even
though it was June, there were still patches of snow up here. They took some and threw it on the
campfire to put it out.
Then Bjorn said: ÒIf youÕre alone, IÕd love to have you
join me in town for a drink.Ó
I assured him that I was alone and we
made arrangements to meet at the Mountain View Bar and Grille after freshening
up.
***
When I walked into the bar, heads turned
in my direction. Gone was the
bulky jacket. I wore a cardigan
unbuttoned so that my tight sweater could be seen. And there wasnÕt much space between me and my jeans. I walked over to the table where Bjorn
sat and his eyes lit up.
ÒWhat would you like to drink,Ó he
asked. ÒPersonally, I always like
to have the local beer.Ó
ÒThatÕll be fine,Ó I replied and he
ordered two Coors.
We talked for a while about the park and
then I said: ÒI think weÕre a bit unusual. Most people are either here with family or friends.Ó
ÒActually, I originally intended to come
here with my girlfriend, but after we broke up, I decided to come by
myself. Look, IÕd really like to
talk to you about it, but itÕs so noisy here, real conversation is difficult.Ó
I took the hint. ÒI have a cabin outside of town. Why donÕt we get a couple more beers
and go there.Ó He readily agreed
and I gave him directions.
He pulled up to the cabin right behind
me. We went inside, took off our
outer clothing and opened two more beers.
He sat on the only chair and I sat on the bed.
ÒSo what happened with you and your
girlfriend?Ó I asked to get the conversation going.
ÒI met Inge near the end of September, a
few weeks into the school year. I guess youÕd say that she was a typical Swedish
girl: tall, long straight blonde
hair, outdoorsy and sexually uninhibited.
I had had trouble finding a roommate and was living alone in a student
apartment. She wasnÕt getting
along with her roommate. She spent
more and more time in my apartment and by the end of November had moved in.
ÒWe seemed to get along well. She made simple dinners on my tiny
stove and tolerated my mess. We
went into the country on weekends, hiked and camped out, sometimes with friends
and sometimes just the two of us.
Shortly after the beginning of the year we started making plans to spend
the summer hiking in America.
ÒBut then things seemed to change. I donÕt think IÕve mentioned that IÕm
studying Physics. ItÕs hard and
requires a hell of a lot of work.
And I take it very seriously.
I want to get an advanced degree and do research and teach at a good
university. SheÕs interested in
art É was studying art history.
But she didnÕt really take it seriously.
ÒWe went to student parties
occasionally. Sometimes I enjoyed
them when there were interesting people having interesting conversations. Oh, I drank É youÕve seen that I like
my beer. But some parties seemed
to be just about drinking É and sometimes drugs. And Inge seemed to like that. Sometimes when we got home she just passed out.
ÒThen she started telling me that I was
dull. That all I wanted to do was
study when she wanted to party.
Hell, I didnÕt just want
to study, I needed to study. Ò
I broke in: ÒDid she complain that you
werenÕt having enough sex?Ó
He grinned and said: ÒOh, I always found
time for that. Great way to clear
the mind during a study break. Of
course, she didnÕt always want to wait for me to take a break. Sometimes sheÕd get mad and storm out
of the apartment. DonÕt know where
she went É didnÕt want to know.
ÒSo to make a long story short, it kind
of blew up when I was studying for some important exams. She wouldnÕt take it
seriously. So I told her we were
finished and asked her to find a friend to move in with. And IÕve been alone for a couple of
months now.Ó
He must really be horny, I thought to myself.
When Bjorn asked me to tell him about
myself, I gave him my prepared answer.
ÒI grew up in a small Midwestern town that nobody ever heard of. Then I went to the state
university. Very big É I really
got lost there. DidnÕt really know
what to study. When I was a kid, I
would lose myself in books from the town library, so I decided to become a
librarian.Ó
ÒDidnÕt you have any fun in college,Ó he
asked.
ÒWell, there were a lot of parties and a
lot of horny guys. Unfortunately,
a lot of them were more interested in drinking themselves unconscious than in
getting laid.Ó
ÒAnd now?Ó he asked. ÒAnyone special in your life?Ó
ÒNo one,Ó I responded. ÒJust casual relationships. Certainly no one IÕd want to go on
vacation with.Ó
At that point, he excused himself to go
to the bathroom. When he came out, I thought it would be appropriate to use the
facilities myself. When I emerged,
he was holding his jacket and said: ÒLetÕs go outside for a little fresh air.Ó
I grabbed my sweater, put my room key in
my pocket and walked out with him.
We found a rock big enough for both of us and sat down. He put his arm around me and I did the
same. There were plenty of trees
around the cabins but we could still see the stars.
He looked up and said: ÒDo you ever think about the stars?Ó
ÒOh yes, theyÕre really beautiful
here. I can hardly see any in New
Jersey.Ó
ÒBesides their beauty. I mean, theyÕre really suns É which
might have planets É which might have life É which might even be intelligent.Ó
Oh, Skietra! He couldnÕt come anywhere near guessing the truth. ÒYeah, that is a mind blowing thought.Ó
Now he looked at me and said: ÒYou really
are beautiful. You look like some
of the most beautiful girls back home É only better.Ó
ÒThanks. I do have Scandinavian ancestors, way back.Ó That, at least, wasnÕt a lie.
He kissed me, and then said huskily,
ÒletÕs go back inside.Ó
***
We went inside and took off our
jackets. He came over to me,
wrapped his arms around me and kissed me, his body pressed against mine so that
I could feel his hardness. I
answered his silent invitation by pressing myself closer to him.
ÒYou want it as much as I do,Ó he
whispered in my ear.
ÒOh, yes É yes I do,Ó I replied. I removed my sweater, leaving my heavy
gold chain around my neck and he
removed his shirt.
ÒSuch beautiful breasts,Ó he murmured, as
he began kissing them. Then he pressed against me again saying that he wanted
to feel my nipples against his chest.
I loved the feel of his chest hair against my breasts. With my first Earthmen, I was a bit put
off by their hairiness. But I grew
to like the contrast of their hairy bodies against my hairless skin, emphasizing
their masculinity. And I
especially like their thick thatch of pubic hair, so I undid his jeans and put
my hand inside, entwining my fingers in his hair and feeling the hardness of
his manhood.
He could stand it no longer and finished
removing his jeans. I followed
suit. He maneuvered me onto the
bed and was quickly inside me. I
wrapped my arms and legs around him and answered each of his lovely thrusts
until we happily came together.
Then he lay down beside me and began
stroking and caressing me all over.
I did the same for him, noting his well defined musculature. Although he was an academic, he was
certainly no couch potato. I was
reminded of a book I found in the library from 1882. It was by a Frenchman, Albert Robida and he predicted not
only television but the couch potato!

Then Bjorn began kissing my body, working
his way down. I opened my legs and
he began eating me. I moaned with
delight as his tongue and lips worked their magic. My cries got louder and louder until I came with a scream
that would have roused the neighbors if the cabins hadnÕt been so far
apart. I returned the favor and he
enjoyed it almost as much as I did.
Now he wanted to do something really
strange É he wanted to talk! He
talked about many things: what he
hoped to do after graduate school, the music he loved and his love of
hiking. Luckily, he preferred
talking to listening. Of course, I
couldnÕt tell him anything about my real life and the life I was outwardly
leading in New Jersey was pretty dull.
Nor could I tell him about Studley or Senator London and
certainly not that sweet man Martin in the Northwest
But even lying next to me, talking, my
pheromones had their effect and it was not long before he wanted me again. And he was young and very virile. We had sex several more times, talking
in between. At some point, we made
plans to go hiking early in the morning.
Finally, knowing that Earthmen needed
their sleep, especially before a strenuous hike, I feigned sleepiness and
suggested we get some sleep.
We woke around dawn, and he was ready to
go at it again. ÒDo you like it in
the morning?Ó he whispered to me.
ÒOh yes, itÕs a lovely way to begin the
day.Ó And he was once more inside
me. But this time he was in a
teasing mood. After a bit he
stopped and withdrew partially.
ÒDo you want more?Ó he asked in a low
throaty voice.
ÒYou know I do.Ó
ÒAsk me É ask me for it.Ó
ÒPlease É please give me more,Ó I said
pleadingly. And he did É oh did he
ever! I was just afraid our cries
would wake all the other motel residents.
We lay together for a while, enjoying the
afterglow. Then I got practical
and said: ÒWe better get
going.Ó We reluctantly got out of
bed.
***
He went back to his own room to change
into his hiking clothes and pick up some gear, including high power
binoculars. Meanwhile I showered
and dressed appropriately. I drove
into town and picked up some yogurt, orange juice and trail mix. I then drove into the park and met him
at the parking lot for the trailhead we had decided on.
He came over to my car when he saw me and
gave me a quick hug and kiss before we started up the trail. He took my hand and we walked together
for a while. Then he stopped and said:
ÒYou know, itÕs really great to be with a woman who can match my
stride.Ó
We used his binoculars to search for
elusive wildlife. Of course, I
couldnÕt let him know that I didnÕt need the binoculars. At one stop, he focused the binoculars
on a distant meadow. ÒLook! A bighorn sheep,Ó he said
excitedly. I took the binoculars.Ó ÒIs it still there,Ó he asked. ÒYes, and itÕs a beauty!Ó I replied.

We continued walking up the trail. I heard voices É scared voices. I used my tachyon vision to try to
locate them, scanning the mountainside ahead of us. Finally, I spotted them. There was a family trapped inside a cave. A man and a woman and two young
children. The woman was trying to
calm the children, assuring them that there would soon be a rescue party. And then she turned on the man,
berating him for wanting to explore the cave, for bringing them in there only
to be trapped when a rockslide caused a boulder to block the small entrance.
I waited till we got closer to tell Bjorn
that I heard voices, afraid that if we were too far away he wouldnÕt believe
me.
ÒI donÕt hear anything,Ó he said.
ÒI have very good hearing. Listen more closely.Ó
When we got close enough, he did hear
them.
ÒLook,Ó I said. ÒThe boulder is blocking the cave.Ó
ÒLetÕs go down and tell the Rangers.Ó
ÒNo, no,Ó I replied. ÒTheyÕre panicking. ItÕll take the Rangers too long and
then theyÕll have to get machinery up here to move the boulder.Ó
ÒWell, what else can we do?Ó
I threw all caution to the wind and
turned to Bjorn: ÒI can move that
boulder and free them.Ó
ÒAre you kidding?Ó he responded. ÒThatÕs not humanly possible.Ó
ÒI know itÕs not humanly possible, but I can do it.Ó
ÒWhat are you trying to tell me?Ó he
retorted. ÒYouÕre some kind of
alien super woman?Ó
ÒThatÕs exactly what I am.Ó
ÒDonÕt be ridiculous, thereÕs no such
thing.Ó
ÒThink about last night Bjorn.Ó
ÒLast night É and this morning, was
wonderful. IÕve never had such
fantastic sex before.Ó
ÒYes, it was wonderful. But think É did I seem like an ordinary
woman.Ó
ÒYou definitely arenÕt ordinary. IÕve never known a woman to have such
stamina É such sexual drive. But
that doesnÕt make you an alien.Ó
ÒThink some more. Did you notice anything unusual when
you were eating me?Ó
ÒWell, you tasted delicious É almost like
honey. And your smell É like
flowers growing in the wild.Ó
ÒAnd what else?Ó
ÒWell, you had a great body wax.Ó
I snorted. ÒThat wasnÕt a wax job É thatÕs natural. I donÕt have a single hair on my body.Ó
ÒOkay. But itÕs possible for someone to have a mutation that
renders them hairless. You were
great É you were marvelous.Ó
ÒSurely you noticed something else. Even
more obvious.Ó
ÒAt first I assumed they were silicone,
they way they pointed proudly towards the ceiling when you were lying down. But
the way they feltÉÓ
ÒAnd no surgical scars under them.Ó
ÒCould be another mutation. IÕm still not convinced that youÕre not
human.Ó
This guy was really hard to
convince. ÒGive me your knife.Ó
ÒYou expect me to give you a weapon to
use against me?Ó
ÒDonÕt be silly. IÕm not going to do anything to you.Ó
I took the knife, and to his astonishment
plunged it towards my bare arm.
The knife blade broke.
ÒSorry about that.Ó I think
that did the trick.
He stood gaping at me for a moment and
then said: ÒOK, OK, I believe you. ThisÕll make some story when I get home.Ó
ÒNo, Bjorn. YouÕre not going to tell anyone. YouÕre too smart.
You know nobody would believe you.
But just in case they do, IÕd disappear tomorrow. You wouldnÕt want me to do that, would
you?Ó
ÒSorry Marian, youÕre right. I wasnÕt thinking. My time with you will be my secret. What do we do now?Ó
ÒGood Bjorn. I knew I could trust you. I need your help. Move over to the other side of the road
where youÕll be safe. I need you to use those binoculars and make sure thereÕs
no one around to see what IÕm going to do. Let me know right away if thereÕs anyone across from here
who could see us, or anyone downhill from here who could get hurt when the
boulder moves.Ó
I flew up and around the boulder. I didnÕt want them to see me, and I
wanted them to think that the boulder moved of its own accord, a continuation
of the rockslide that put it there in the first place. I gave it a shove and down the hill it
went. I flew down the hill before
they could realize what happened and see me.
Bjorn hadn't seen me fly before, but he
seemed to take it in stride. And he understood that we'd be hoofing it back --
he'd be the only witness to a flying blonde! I thanked him for his help and we
started down the trail, knowing that the family could get out by themselves.
***
As we walked back down the trail, I could
sense his excitement. I thought it
best to walk behind him, to limit his visual stimulation, fearing it would be
painful for him to walk. We got to
the parking lot, went to our respective cars, and he followed me to my cabin.
As soon as we got inside, he removed his
clothes. When he opened his jeans,
his cock sprung out, pulsing with desire.
I took my own clothes off to spare him the trouble.
I expected him to grab me, but instead he
held me at armÕs length, gazing at me; his eyes going from my face down my
body. Then he spoke: ÒWhen I first
saw you naked last night, I thought you were the most beautiful woman I had
ever seen. Now that IÕve seen your
powers, and the wonderful things you can do with that gorgeous body, youÕre
much more than that to me. YouÕre
like a goddess É like one of the ancient Norse goddesses. But a goddess who allows É no, who
wants a mere mortal like myself to
make love to her. And I want to
worship you. I want to worship you
with my body, as you should be
worshipped.Ó
And that is what he proceeded to do. He worshipped me with his lips and his
hands and his tongue and his cock É especially his cock. He took me from the front, his hands
caressing my ass. He took me from
the back, his hands kneading my breasts and squeezing my nipples. I felt his lips on every part, every
crevasse of my body. His hands
stroked me, his tongued licked me.
He didnÕt want me to do anything to him and I knew the best reward I
could give him was to show him my joy.
And I did that, not caring if anyone passing the cabin heard my cries of
ecstasy.
He was indefatigable, taking me over and
over again in every way he could think of. Never has a man, Human or Velorian, made love to me like
that. To be wanted for what I really was, even though he only had a glimmer of the truth,
gave me a feeling of joy and yes, even peace, that I had never known.
Then he said to me: ÒPlease, tell me your real name.Ó
ÒItÕs ArishÕkaÓ, I replied.
ÒArishÕkaÓ, he repeated softly. ÒItÕs almost as beautiful as you.Ó And with that he fell into a deep
sleep.
***

And so the rest of the week went. We
hiked and enjoyed the Park in the daytime, ate dinner in town, and then came
back to my cabin for fantastic sex.
One day, the routine changed. He had bought two tickets for an
outdoor concert of the Denver Symphony Orchestra when he had still planned to
come here with Inge and he wanted me to go there with him.
We went to the store in town to make our
purchases for the evening picnic.
We got some cold roast chicken and some salad and melon from the salad
bar. Bjorn found a Scandinavian
cheese and we selected a chilled California Chardonnay. We also purchased a Styrofoam ice chest
with ice and the requisite forks, glasses and napkins and packed the car. Bjorn had already put the blanket he
kept with his hiking gear into the car.
On the way to the concert I asked Bjorn
to tell me about the music we would hear.
ÒThe first piece is ÒFinlandiaÓ by Sibelius, one of my favorites. He wrote it when his people were under
the yoke of Imperialist Russia and longed for their freedom.Ó
ÒIÕm not familiar with Finland,Ó I
said. ÒWill the music mean
anything to me?Ó
ÒDonÕt worry,Ó he replied. ÒFinlandia is the patriotic anthem of
all mankind.Ó
ÒNow BeethovenÕs Ninth É,Ó he continued,
ÒthatÕs thought by many to be the greatest piece of music ever written,
especially the last movement, the ÔOde to Joy.Õ When we get there, read the English translation of the Ode. It speaks of the brotherhood of
man. But itÕs not just the words É
the music will make you feel that.
And it too is universal.
When Chinese students led demonstrations for democratic reform in
Tiananmen Square in 1989, they broadcast the ÔOde to JoyÕ to symbolize the
victory they mistakenly thought they had won.Ó
When we got to the concert grounds, we
found a spot amid the other picnicking concertgoers and spread our
blanket. We enjoyed our food and
savored the wine while I read the program. We didnÕt talk too much, fearing our conversation might give
me away as someone unfamiliar with culture.
A few minutes before dusk, when the
concert was scheduled to start, we followed the lead of those around us and
cleaned up. A hush came over the
audience as the musicians settled in.
Then the concert began. It
was all he said it would be and more.
The beauty of the mountains and the glory of the stars above added to
the glory of the music. I could
see the joy on the faces of the chorus, who Bjorn had explained were not
professional musicians, just good singers who did it for their personal
satisfaction. I had never
understood descriptions of religious experiences, but I felt that this was as
close as I would ever come to one.
We didnÕt say much as we were going to
the car, but he could tell from the look on my face how much I enjoyed the
concert. When we were settled in
the car, I said to him: ÒThank you Bjorn for that experience.Ó
ÒIÕm glad you enjoyed it. Ò
ÒThe music indeed spoke to me. I felt it coursing through me as if it
were my lifeÕs blood, the very essence of my being. It is so universal É and not just to the people of Earth,
for I am not of this Earth, and yet it became a part of meÉ. I wish I could tell you about what is
going on in the galaxy. But I
canÕt É it would be too dangerous for you to know anything. I know you wouldnÕt
consciously discuss anything, but you could slip. We have enemies É ruthless enemies. And these enemies have myriads of
people on numerous planets under their control, so I understand the longing of
a people to be free that Sibelius expressed. And my people É well I like to think of us as the good
guys. WeÕd like all people, even
non-humans, to live in a universe where BeethovenÕs dream of brotherhood has
come true.Ó
ÒYou do understand. And ArishÕka,Ó he continued, ÒI knew
that you had to be from a benevolent people. YouÕre so good.
When you saw those people in distress, all you could think about was
saving them. And IÕm glad I could
show you some of the best us humans are capable of.Ó
***
Our last night together was bittersweet. We had dinner in one of the better
restaurants in town and he insisted on ordering a wine that was much too
expensive for a student.
Since I had to leave at 3 AM to catch my
plane, we decided not to go to sleep.
I packed and paid my bill when we returned to my room. We made love almost up to the last
minute, but I insisted that I had to shower before dressing to remove the very
obvious smell of sex.
And his lovemaking had a feeling of
desperation. As usual, between
lovemaking we talked. He told me that
he loved me and wanted to correspond, hoped to see me again. And I believe that I was half in love
with him. He was the first man who
had wanted to share more than just his body with me. And he shared so much: his hopes for his career, the life he
wanted to lead, the music he loved, philosophy that intrigued him. And what could I share with him? I couldnÕt tell him about my real life,
why I was here on Earth, what my people were trying to do here and on other
planets. All I could do was utter
vague phrases about wanting to do something to help humanity.
And I certainly couldnÕt tell him that if
I stayed on Earth, I would live hundreds of years after he died, hopefully a
withered old man. And when he died I would look hardly older than I do now.
So I simply said: ÒMy week here with you has been
wonderful Bjorn. But you know it
wouldnÕt work. You know I canÕt
share the real me with you, as youÕve shared the real you. Better to end it cleanly and keep this
week as a wonderful memory.Ó
I could see the pain in his face, but he
was intelligent enough to know that I was right and he reluctantly told me so.
We left the room together, he to go to
his room and sleep and I to go to the airport and back to my life in New
Jersey. The memory of that week has
kept me going for a very long time.